Better Start Talking

-Donell Jones

So I'm home after having been to the agency this morning to sign up for work. That went well, although I didn't think that getting job would involve studying and tests. So after being sleep deprived again I went to the agency, spent a good 2-3 hours filling up forms and taking tests, and then went home. I'm tired.

I might also be starting work as soon as Monday, so hooray for me? I guess.

Yesterday was kind of a crappy day for me. I spent most of the day worrying if Shashi was ok since she wasn't online. It's just something I do and I can't help it. I worry about my sister if she goes out late, I used to worry about Andreya walking home from school on her own, I worry about Shashi when she disappears. But what I didn't know was that Shashi was just ignoring me.

I didn't think she'd do something like that. Well, I figured that it was always a possibility that she might want to ignore me completely but I thought that she'd at least inform me beforehand. That way I wouldn't have to worry about her like I did.

But what can I do?

I don't know if she just wants space, or if she's angry with me. I tried contacting her but I've been ignored on all accounts and so it's pretty clear that this is something she really wants to do and I can't do anything about it. It's harder being ignored now than while I was up there, at least I could go and talk to her in person to see if it was something she wanted to talk about or not. Here I can't do anything =/

At least I hope whatever she's doing is making her happy.